Life is crazy as usual, things with the place I had planned to move to fell through so that tossed a wrench in the plans. I did manage to find an apartment though and I do love it! I spent a week in Kamloops handing out resumes and learning about the routes to various places, it turned out to be a lot more fun than I thought it would be and I can't wait to move there. I'm still waiting to hear back on any of the jobs, and as soon as I do then I can put it down on my tenancy application and move in!! Good luck internet high-fives are welcome!
She sang about love being red, being forceful and imminent and passionate and overwhelming. Was our love ever like that? It seemed so much paler, lighter, dreamier, sad. It was sad. The moments that I hated you so completely, promising myself that I would never trust you again. Convincing my so fickle heart that I could handle being away from you. Have we finally come this? To the point where all I see when I look at you is distaste? A part of me hopes that things will change, that the silence will turn to laughter, the tears to smiles, the distance to warmth. Our love seems so yellow. Quitte and calm and reserved. I don't want yellow love, I want red. I wish you'd show me that I don't hate you, show me that I love you, that everything I think I know is wrong. That love should be red, brilliant, dangerous, treacherous, beautiful, amazing and always changing. Your love is yellow. My love is red. Always Red.
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