So I know ya'll are used to me writing stories and poems and what not, and a little bit of info, but today I think you'll just be getting a blog. The past little while has been odd, I went to Cuba with my Grad class and we had an awesome time. For the most part. Then we get back and all hell breaks loose. At this moment I wish I could have seen into the future, cause dealing with all this shit is ridiculous (and yes, I don't know how to spell that). There are moments in everyone's lives when they struggle with who they are and where they are going, and people around them usually understand that. However when me and a friend got into a fight, they used it against me. I said I needed to sort things out with myself before I could sort things out with them. Which I think is a legit idea, I would rather know who I am before I pull them into the mix, otherwise it seems like it could be a disaster. Apparently they don't understand this though, and now are broad casting to the world and saying that I'm things I hoped never to be called by a 'friend'.
If they understood where I was coming from maybe it would be different. But the time of day is rather short, if you know what I mean. Anyway, I think that's enough of my ranting.
In a month and a half I will be moving out to go to university. I hope to be living with my Best friend and her awesome family. It's crazy to think how fast the time has gone, and that I'm so close to being on my own and discovering a world that I used to dream about. And I'm not talking about the partying and the alchohol and all that, I'm talking about growing up. Being an adult and finding respect in those who treated me as a child. I'm making my name in the world, and I can't wait for people to know it.
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